Soul Responsibility Experience
- A Beautiful Life Magazine
- Jan 15, 2024
- 4 min read
Dearest Reader,
Winter is a season to turn inward, to introspect. A time to take stock of the year that passed and nurture seeds of your desires until the season of darkness welcomes a new dawn and life with Spring.
I encourage you to go forth into the darkness within yourself with compassion and grace. To offer yourself kindness where there is a tendency to be harsh, to offer yourself understanding instead of condemnation, to be soft with yourself.
Instead of avoiding your emotions and feelings, I encourage you to try something different. Invite them in like an old friend, offering them your undivided attention to experience them fully. Feel what you are feeling without trying to change your experience.
It was in 2017, when I was most desperate for “ something” to change. I wanted so badly to stop feeling what I was feeling, to change my experience, for everything to be “ smooth and good and easy” This is when I happened upon Soul Responsibility. I had no idea what this course was, nor did I have any idea of what I was saying “ yes” to, though I knew deep within me that this is what I needed.'
This is my personal experience.
If any of this hits you in the gut, resonates, or you hear or feel a “ yes” bubbling up, I encourage you to listen to that little voice.
I took the class each time it was offered, eventually graduating as a Soul Responsibility Instructor in 2020.
If you need support, reach out, I am here as your flashlight in your time of need.
From my heart to yours,
Monika
Special mentions, Terryann Nikides and Caroline Linton. Thank you for being my flashlight in time of need. Thank you for being the rabbit. In deepest Gratitude.
“……The rabbit-hole went straight on like a tunnel for some way, and then dipped suddenly down, so suddenly that Alice had not a moment to think about stopping herself before she found herself falling down what seemed to be a very deep well” Lewis Carrol
I used to be afraid of the dark. It was a childhood fear that followed me into my adult years. I was so scared that I slept with a big light on. As an adult I found myself leaving lights on in the main part of the house, making sure that the light was bright enough to spill into all rooms. If the room was too dark, it got a nightlight. There was always light. I never went into the dark. Ever. Literally, metaphorically, spiritually, soulfully. Never. Never accepted anything other than what I could see, nor did I think there was anything other than what I could perceive. Little did I know then, that it was in those dark spaces- in the avoided, dark, dingy, parts of myself discarded like rubbish, were gifts waiting to be unwrapped. Never thought that those dark spaces held the most light.
One day I stopped running. I stopped avoiding. Stopped leaving the lights on. I gathered up my Courage, and Will and Commitment to Self and went exploring in my dark. I had no idea what I was going to find, what I was going to see or what monster lurked in wait. I didn’t go alone; I had a flashlight – Soul Responsibility. I thought I would be eaten alive, devastated by pain with no way out; instead what I found was a way to face myself. Honestly, empathetically, vulnerably, tenderly, lovingly, fully supported to unravel all the years of pain that I stored away.
How do I describe what took place next? How do I describe a visceral experience and translate it into tangible? Imagine for a moment, your whole body in contraction, tense, nauseous, heart alert , your whole being not at rest, breathing short, feeling claustrophobic; no space. It feels like this may last a lifetime; time stands still, and all you can see now are the lies and stories that lulled you into false safety. You see all the pain that was masked, you see yourself. You take responsibility. Then with a breath, tenderness replaces harshness. Empathy replaces judgment. Space replaces contraction. Acceptance replaces condemnation. The magic of alchemy. Freedom. The trigger that used to plague you no longer agitates; in its wake a new perspective, a new way of life.
I am no longer scared of the dark. I greet it with open arms. I know that I have a flashlight, Soul Responsibility to help me gently peel back layers of old dust, the light in the dark to find the gem that was waiting for me all this time. Me. My Soul.
Monika Marczuk, CPB, Reiki Master, Bfa, ECE
Monika Marczuk- Professional Holistic Practitioner ECE, BFA, Reiki Master, Certified BodyTalk Practitioner Soul Responsibility Instr. Certified Ho'Oponopono Practitioner Healing for your body, mind and soul BOOK YOUR SESSION HERE: www.mmarczuk.com 343-558-1231 clinic phone/ call/whatsapp/ text Friday Free Weekly Session : https://us02web.zoom.us/j/87873660902 Subscribe to my YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/@monikamarczuk4522
Monika Marczuk It was in my early 20s when I understood that I was the one common denominator in my life. I understood that looking outward for things, people, situations to fulfill the void was not the solution. I understand what it feels like when life seems to be falling apart, I jumped head first into self exploration, healing and study knowing deep down that going inward was the only way. I have been practicing Natural Healing Therapies for 18 years.
I am committed to helping those on their personal exploration and healing journey. With eighteen years of experience, I have the knowledge and tools to guide my clients through their inner journey of learning and understanding. Also, I understand that the only way to true recovery is to go inward, and am passionate about supporting my clients every step of the way. It is my pleasure to be in service, I look forward to our work together; whether it be from the comfort of your home (World Wide) via Zoom conferencing sessions or in person at my clinic.
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